homecoming.

was amazing. i doubted myself and the dance. i was not excited about it and i put no effort into it. but i loveddd it. so much better than last year. i hung out with new people and old friends and current friends as well. i loveddd it. wow. so many good times. ill try and put pics up later.
so here was my homecoming week.
monday: no school :]] woo hoo.
tuesday: cowboy day. mud volleyball which i didnt attend. no desire there.
wednesday: PAJAMA DAYY and class color. yeahh girl. anddd powederpuff. which got canceled and will soon be rescheduled.
thursday: inscet day. and the PARADEEE. crazzzy insane. i met some new football player friends. :] so fun. and the parade. minus the cold. was amazing. i saw adam and corrie and zeke. i loveee them and misssssssssssssss them. and i saw all my friends. it was great.
friday: spirit day. the game. i had to cheer till 4th quarter. ew. it was soooo cold. but it was fun. i loved it. and it was freeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzing. but we survived.
saturday: my game[which we didnt attend due to buss issues] and then the dance. and i had to go get shoes still haha. i loved the dance. wow.
sunday: church aka "the day after" the recovering day. which was well spent might i add.

i want to thank you all for helping me. i know i complain alot and im not the easiest person to tolerate. but i want to thank you for doing it. i love you all. no its not easy to deal with me but you all do it the best. im still struggling. im figuring out on my own how to deal but im still not understanding why it has to be this way. i do love him. and i want him more than anything so i dont understand why it has to be this way. but i guess its not my time or place to understand quite yet. it will work out if it was meant to be and if not, well im working on it. thanks guys. well im out. im quite sick right now. so. im going to go. lovee you all.