update.

its time to update.

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so lifes. good.

ive put my past behind me and my problems away. and im ready to live life to the fullest.

ems party was.. amazing. woo iloveyougirl.

i cannot wait for summer. but if its this hot now. lord help us this summer lol.

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pumped for ciy. woooageee!

cannnnnnt wait.

well. this is prob "boring" but at least its in english.

have a great week. i love you all.

jealousy.

when i put "jealous" into the dictionary.com this is the definition it gave:

Fearful or wary of being supplanted; apprehensive of losing affection or position.

hm. that isnt a better def. for what im feeling right now.

im being eat away at by my own jealousy.

im not sure why im jealous.

i know who im jealous of. but i dont know why im jealous of it.

its petty. and middle school.

but. i am. and im dying of it.

its killing me.

plus, im keeping a huge secret thats not ready to come out so, dont ask.

its like locked inside me.

ugh. im going to explode from jealousy and secrets.

secrets. ugh.

i think im going to look them both up in the Bible. it always has answers right?

okay. well. pray for me to get through this alive.

iloveyouall.