thanksgiving.

thanksgiving.
what am i thankfull for.
well obviously my family.
and all of you. your the best friends i could ask for even if we fight and bicker.
but there is something else that i am beyond thankfull for...

this little boy.
he never fails to make me smile. sometimes just seeing him smile can change my mood. hes the cutest happiest little boy ive ever met. he means more to me than anything really. i dont know what id do with out him or his mom. :]
iloveyouevan.

i just thought id share just one of the most important things to me. :]

football.

o s u
the ohio state university.
yes. we owned michigan. :] 42-39
thats my boys. :]
i lovee my team.

lying.

lying.

its a dangerous thing. when you lie, your taking a risk on someone finding out the TRUTH. and trust me. they ALWAYS do. i dont understand the purpose in lying, you think your doing it to make the situation better when really your going to make it worse. i understand we all lie but when you can prevent it i dont understand why do it. this time it was boldly to my face. and then the truth came out. and now its more drama than anyone needed. so dont be mad at me because YOU lied and then tried to hide it.

so heres my solution:

tell the truth.

titles are bad.

titles are bad because i can never find a good one. erg.

so. im going to do quotes first then an update. :]

:Never make someone your priority when they only make you an option

^[[iloveethis]]

:someday, someone isgoing to walk into your lifeand make you realize whyit never worked out with anyone else

:and everytime you walk into my life all i do is see how long it will be until you leave me again

so.

boys.are.lame.

all of them. im done. but. its okay. because im moving on. so im not going to babble about my frustrations. you want to know ask.

so christmas is coming up :]]

im excited. my christmas break plans have been altered COMPLETELY. due to last weeks "events" but thats quite okay because hes lame.

lame is my new word. :] i like it. and the phrase of course and of course not. :]

anyway.

im outttaaa here. :]

p.s.:::pray for me please. i need help.

my weekend.

this will be short so sorry.
danielles party was funn. im sorry i wasnt up to par the whole time but as most of you know im going through alot at once right now. im still no understanding or ready to accept this. i dont want to face this at all. i just want to cry all the time. im not getting any sleep because of it and im just so tired. emotionally and physically. so yeah. tonight im babysitting patrick hopefully he will help. well ill see you all in the morning i hope. :\

the end.

its over.
i ended it.
off to wallow in self-pity because thats what i do best.

shortness.

so im going to blog tomorrow but im just saying i got a new layout and im sorry the old posts are hard to read :] ill blog blog tomorrow. :]