o v e r t i r e d is an understatment.

ok. so cheerleading is abnormal. its killing me. its from 4-8 pm all this week and then at 830-10 am. every morning till the end of summer pretty much. i am about to loose my mind. o v e r t i r e d is an understatment. im running on empty. but im managing. because of cheerleading im missing babysitting jobs left and right and thats where my money comes from. but thats ok because im getting a job :[ yo no le gusta. so my home life is getting difficult. i feel like im always being stepped on and getting no respect. all i do is clean and do laundry like im a house wife. i dont ask for much but to go out every now and then and im always here being CINDERELLA. and ive had enough. my parents are constantly fighting. its outrageous. i just wanna move out sometimes. run away.. far far away. so tonight i think my dad left. he got all his uniforms and got on my uncles motercycle and im thinking he left. for good. but i could be wrong. idk what im going to do i cant handle any of this. i just wanna crawl under a rock and die. my mom is so over worked and not treated any where near the way she should be but living a life with out both my parents around especially at this point in my life idk how i will make it. so much is going wrong in my life i just want it all to end. when is it going to end seriously for real. i cant take it anymore. please God end this ngihtmare. please real bad.