i need to vent

ok so im venting so if you dont wanna read it then leave because im going to vent for the last time and then i will be done.
ok i dont know why it bothers me soo much but it does. they just met eachother and now they act like they have known each other forever. and its so annoying because its all i hear about. my girlfriend...my boyfriend. i just wanna scream. ughhhhhhhh ok. i know its not my business and i should have let it go a while ago but i cant. its so annoying. and its not because i still like him because its not that at all. its more because...THEY JUST MET EACH OTHER. and the fact that my school life and my church life are combining. like i know that this is what i wanted. like ive always wanted the two places i am most to be one. but i mean..i was going to take church to school not school to church. and i didnt want it to happen by one of them dating the other. its like they are everywhere. and now its like its her church now. and im like hello. but i know God wants her there and God will work through him to get to her. but its not like hes being a good example of christ. but i mean. idk. and the fact that God wants her there is the ONLY reason im still bringing her. i know i have the wrong attitude about this but i cannot help it. it just makes me fume at the ears.

my life has more stress than i can handle in it right now and i have to deal with this. and its so annyoing.
so right now. im really sick. and it sucks. i have some word i cannot say bc its so weird. its a respitory infection :] yay. not. im on meds and should be better by sunday or monday. ughh it sucks. IM NOT SUPPOSED TO USE MY VOICE. which is really nice since thats how i express my self and im a cheerleader and im supposed to talk as little as possible. erg. and i feel like im going to throw up at all hours of the day. ughhh i just wanna be better. and the fact that tons of crap is going wrong in my life is just the icing on the cake. :] yay.
ok im done being negative. im going to go lay down. i guess ill see ya'll sooner or later...
danielle i miss you already girl :[[[[ we need to do something about this georgetown thing hah. jkk sorta..

kayla out.