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howdy all. today was AMAZING. yesterday not so much.lets start with thursday. i got up at 930 and i went to breakfast at BK. hahahaha then I ACTUALLY WENT CANOEING. i know its hard to believe. but i have the bruises to prove i went. it was ok. i didnt like the whole getting pushed or falling outta the boat but i had fun chillin on the river with diaz. i felt a little outta place though. bc me being the preppy girl i am. out in the middle of the river just wasnt right. but any way i went. and i was a little intimidated but its all good. i lived and i will never go again. haha jk idk. so then i went back to marissas and we chilled and watched shes the man. then we went to zachary's house. wow you wouldnt understand what happened there.such a good movie. then in the morning i went home at like 2. and this begins the horrible day of friday. well i had some "stuff" issues. you all get my point. and i was in a horrible mood. all i wanted was some midol some sleep and some chocolate. but instead my parents and the sarneckis drug me to the beach. i was not thrilled to be there at all. i just wanted to go home. and then it started lightening and we had to get outta the water. so we sat there IN THE RAIN MIGHT I ADD and ate the sorry excuse for pizza. sorry em. but its nasty. then i came home and i showered and i got all warm in my hoodie [CIY HOODIE] and my sweats and i sat outside in the rain and cried my eyes out. what can i say PMS. alot of things i just needed to let go of and get out. it was nice. so then it stopped raining and i wasnt done venting. so i got out a pen and some paper and i started drawing. ive noticed my art is better when im upset. so i drew for like 3 hours. and then i laid in my bed and cried some more. and some more. im so emotional. idk why i cried so much. i think its bc i miss calvin more than you all can imagine. i know you all dont care. but wow he means so much to me. and idk it hurts that he lives so far away. and then we get to today. i got up at 10! not normal. but i watched charmed and laid around untill like 130 and then i went to diaz's. we went to mc donalds and then we went to walgreens and then home. and she straightened my hair and we watched aqua marie or something cute movie. then we sat around and then i went to my cousins sweet 16. wow i miss them so much.i havent seen my cousins in 2.5 years. my family was in a fued since my grams died. so we fixed it and it was so nice to be able to see them. i love my cousins. and my aunt tina. haha wow. well idk but tomorrow we have church :] cant wait. woot woot. then impact. wooooot. and then monday the torture of cheerleading starts again. 830-10 of pure torture. some of the crap we do could be classified as cruel and unusual punishment. erg. well i think ive updated you all enough. so leave comments and i will talk to you all soon.

i love you all :]]]]

DQ